I did not forget -I tried to
But I know it always follows me
and I can run and I can hide – but it will always find me.
I guess this is my life
and things don’t get better, because maybe this is the best it can be
I’m just going under
Under the pressure
Under the pain
And sometimes I wish so badly
I was a drug addict and I could drug away my pain
I was an alcoholic and I could drink away my pain
I was a smoker and I could smoke away my pain
But I’m none of them
I’m just here with my pain.