Not forgotten sorrow

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I did not forget -I tried to

But I know it always follows me

and I can run and I can hide – but it will always find me.

 

I guess this is my life

and things don’t get better, because maybe this is the best it can be

 

And sometimes

I’m just going under

Under the pressure

Under the pain

 

And sometimes I wish so badly
I was a drug addict and I could drug away my pain

I was an alcoholic and I could drink away my pain

I was a smoker and I could smoke away my pain

 

But I’m none of them

I’m just here with my pain.

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