I guess you’re somewhere between the stars

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I guess you’re somewhere there now,

somewhere between the stars,

the little sparkling lights of hope in the darkness.

 

though I know you’re under the ground,

but I still can not believe

if only, silence could scream out loud.

 

The battles I’ve seen and the

lessons I have learned

the things you teached me,

the messages I heard

 

People miss you, more than you even might realize,

So much flowers on your grave

So much tears that stream down from faces

I bet you could make it a waterfall.

 

So much emptiness, that is left behind.

Your chair, will remain empty.

Your mug, usually filled with coffee, remains silent.

Your clothes, will hang unused and see the sun rise and go down.

There is so much left of you

And you’re not

there.

 

When the music stops

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Once, not even

that long ago –

there was music, that made sounds

now and then –

it was the worst song in the world –

now and then –

it was the most beautiful piece you have ever heard –

 

Once, not even

that long ago –

the music stopped

in a second, the tape became tapeless

the sound became silence

and there is nothing left

but emptiness

when you realize

those sounds will never appear again

in reality.

What I can’t understand

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A gone, that is forever,

it’s dark as no sky has ever been,

more wet than any raindrop ever fell and

darker dan any darkness I have seen

No more movements, you just keep still

While you are still here and

you’re gone at the same time

but what is time – if there is no movement?

.
Clearly I remember the time we last saw

each other

And I knew, I knew.

I know where you are, but you are not there anymore

.

I can not

grasp it

I just

can’t

.