And why

Do I end up crying today and feeling miserable, and can not find the power and motivation, to fight against the things. and show that I can deal with life – because maybe I can not

and why do I end up,in these fights with myself, Am I impossible, I am impossible maybe.

and why, why going somewhere tonight where I don’t want to go, and there goes my  whole evening,just because,I do it for someone else,and because I don’t have enough guts to decide and because I am sometimes just stupid.

and this is just the price

i will have to pay

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