Do I end up crying today and feeling miserable, and can not find the power and motivation, to fight against the things. and show that I can deal with life – because maybe I can not
and why do I end up,in these fights with myself, Am I impossible, I am impossible maybe.
and why, why going somewhere tonight where I don’t want to go, and there goes my whole evening,just because,I do it for someone else,and because I don’t have enough guts to decide and because I am sometimes just stupid.
and this is just the price
i will have to pay