I’m going to quit this. I just can’t take it anymore.
I can not work like this here, there are too many issues. I tried to talk about it so many times, but it leads to nothing. And things are adding and adding. I can’t bear it anymore. I always get my food money too late, and now it seems to became even less (which makes no sense) and it is frustrating me too much. I can not even find the energy to fight it.
Im waiting for the moment that I can finally get to speak to the person in charge here.
But I’m done. It’s over. I’m exhausted.
It is no good to stay like this here. Its affecting my health. My sanity (for as far I am sane). This is not helping me in life. The opposite happens; i’m slipping away and getting more depressed. I guess it has a good side as well, because I choose for myself; this is my limit, and no matter what others say, I choose this.
I don’t know how it will continue. Where I will end up in the upcoming time.
I have a few places where I can sleep, though I’m not sure for how long.
But I will have to find a way to earn some money and don’t fall apart.
It’s hard.My heart stings like hell. I feel awful.
But I know this is inevitable.
I can not take this anymore.